Cold War Everyday - The Push Lyrics

This is the story of the beauty and the weak
We were blind and naive
We thought that this was love
As we f*cked every week
You're addicted to me and I can't be with you
It's only war between blankets
Because this love ain't true
Don't tell me these lies
Is this the reason why I can't sleep at nights
Shackled and afraid we closed our hearts
Didn't wear them on our sleeves and it tore us apart
This is the story of the beauty and the weak
Still childish and inane
We thought it was love as we made all these empty promises
They went up in smoke like the desires we shared
The fires were extinguished from the tears we've shed
I wake up alone and it aches in my head
I'm sorry for you but not for me
I feel worn out as I want you to stay
I am always complaining but want nothing to change
I don't know where to go and everything feels strange
What the hell I'm waiting for
I have to push you away
Come closer
Why do you keep hesitating
Come closer
Say the words and get it over with
I died a several times before so don't keep this a secret
Say these words in my ear our vessel is beyond repair
Come closer
Why do you keep hesitating
Come closer
Say the words and get it over with
Say these words in my ear our vessel is beyond repair
I don't give a f*ck this is nothing I can't bear
I can see you from far away
But still can't look you in the eyes
Just a touch
Could you stay right here with me
I am seeing us fail again
Let's do this once more this beautiful mistake
I am running off that cliff
I am not afraid
My thoughts went back for year and for year
What happened to us and I wish you were here
What happened to us and I wish you were here