Cold War Everyday - Kvlt Lyrics

I want to stop searching for myself
And start building what could be a person I can stand
But I remember the times we had
I remember the times we had
What happend the last time I felt warmth in my limbs
Was it your smile or the feeling of beeing more than in your way
Hate is the only love you have
Just this once I want you to forgive me
I thought you'd cry but you were laughing
I hope you're done
I'm already choking
I shouldn't give you all I got 'cause then there's nothing left to give
I'm not enough the way you want me to be
Maybe you enjoy every second I pretend
To be the disposable replacement you need
I couldn't have been prepared for someone like you
No one's like you
I won't let myself slide into that feeling again
In times I loved you more than life
I was yours and nothing else
You were the person I most adored
You were a masterpiece with some ugly strokes
You can keep what you call love
It isn't worth the price
You tried to fool me thrice
You became a ghost to me
Don't try to call please leave me be
I still try to get away from you
I don't care about your point of view
I don't need you
But I want you none the less
There is nothing I can do
You got nothing to confess
You got nothing to confess
You got nothing to confess
You got nothing to confess
To confess