I Am so confused again
My mind's a mess
Nothing seems to make any sense
Finding words is a bless
My past is a poison for me
And there is no cure
I can't tell if it's real what I see
I live in apathy
I stare between the air of you and me
I've got so many thoughts
But can't put one together
My brain is not what it used to be
I can only hope it's not forever
My feelings are trapped inside
They can't escape
I say that I'm alright
It's all fake
This numbness takes over me
I can't erase it
Even if I bleed
No way to break it
I stare between the air of you and me
I've got so many thoughts
But can't put one together
My brain is not what it used to be
I can only hope it's not forever
