She was so mischievous, killer smile
Liked to break a boy and throw him on the pile
I was special, just another guy
Blew me kisses when she pulled me from the sky
Called to tell me we'd be alright
My soul heard a note words can't define
I went to the beach to smoke
Unaware it'd be the last time we spoke
Hawaiian flower
Times are different now, I drink more
Unready, unsteady to the core
She lied and told me she's expecting
Setting off my cyclical depression
Talked her off the tracks, saw through the cracks
Saw through the stacks, pieced together facts
Now I'm breaking down in class
Something tells me this just won't pass
Hawaiian flower
I broke her heart, now I'm shredding mine
Nothing's fine, out of time
Shit was all good just a week ago
Wish we could go where we would know
Some people so our seed could grow
As equals with the leaders
But I made a bed, and now I get to sleep in
Before I'm stronger, first I need a weekend
Meditate and stretch and visit all the ghosts of my past
Coming face to face with suicide
I came I saw I laughed I cried
Now Mama don't you worry because it's over
I got an angel right here on my shoulder
She's looking out, and let's me find
Carry me through the dark night kind
Mama don't you worry because it's over
I got an Angel right here on my shoulder
She's looking out, and let's me find
Carry me through the dark night kind
Yeah