The Big Sad Video (MV)

My whole life
Constantly repeats
The big sad again
My whole life
Constantly repeats
The big sad again
Visualizing in the mirror
The man I would like to be
But I am a masterpiece of self-destruction
Everytime I try to change
My brain falls into anguish
And I'm shaken violently
Falling back into my Place of misery
Oh the plastic people
With their selfish fallacies the big sad
For once I'd like to feel something other than defeat the big sad
Beaten at every obstacle
Broken under the weight of grief the big sad
Just once I'd like to be the man in the mirror that I see the big sad
Keeping out those who harm me
I ask of nothing just some silence
And peace
Keeping out those who harm me
I ask of nothing just some silence
And peace
Oh how low I go
I sit back and realize
I am not anyones favorite person
I'm just kind of there
Then I get the sudden urge to distance myself
With these brick and mortar
I build a wall up around me
I wish others would treat me like I treat them
I just leave them alone
Oh the plastic people
With their selfish fallacies the big sad
For once I'd like to feel something other than defeat the big sad
Beaten at every obstacle
Broken under the weight of grief the big sad
Just once I'd like to be the man in the mirror that I see the big sad
Keeping out those who harm me
I ask of nothing just some silence
And peace
Keeping out those who harm me
I ask of nothing just some silence
And peace
See how low I go
Watch my fall from grace
See how low I can go
Watch my fall from grace
The big sad
Is all I feel
The big sad
Is all I feel