There is no sunshine
Just black clouds and pouring rain
Clawing my way just to survive another day
Every single day is a struggle
I am tired of pretending Can't I just be a normal person
Boring and complacent
Its not in the cards for me Not meant to be
Not in the cards for me Not meant to be
Witness me
In all of my glory
Of constant need
And never say sorry
Won't apologize for what I've said or what I've done
With every trip around the sun I've become increasingly hollow and undone
You can't relate
You've never made a noose
Never have you ever
Questioned your worth
Tell me exactly
What you want from me No satisfaction just
Gimme gimme give to me
Is it to the choir that I am preaching
Over and over and over
Repeating
Won't apologize for what I've said or what I've done
With every trip around the sun I've become increasingly hollow and undone
Witness me
In all of my glory
Of constant need
And never say sorry
Life is just one big disappointment
Why should I be anything else
Redundant relentless the nagging
I'm hopeless
And careless
And selfish
And empty
I'm worthless
I'm nothing
I'm just a flawed design
I'm just a flawed design
I'm just a flawed design
I'm just a flawed design
I'll never apologize
For what I've said or what I've done
With another trip around the sun
I've become increasingly undone