Coeli.wav - Limerence Lyrics

I gave her all of me
She took my soul from me
Went and threw away the key
Now I'm lost without her
I thought about her
Tried to blame her for it
But it was not about her
How bad my heart aches
It's my fault so I can't complain
I sabotage everything I gain
I told myself it wouldn't happen again
But it's happened again
When will this pattern end
When will I finally grow up?
I can't do this again
I told myself that I would just get to know her
I waste no time and now I can't let her go
The highs are high but I ain't never felt this low
And I don't know why I can't take things slow
I thought she loved me
It's not what I think
I put her before me
Claim we're in sync
She a story for me
I put it down on ink
But she tried to claim I don't love her like I never did
She tried to hide all her lovers but I never hid
She not the only one to make me feel like this
I'm tired of falling in love, there's no love for the kid
Why do I feel how I feel when you don't feel the same
I'm tired of falling in love, I'm not falling again
I know there's more to gain
I got way more to say
No, this won't ever change
So why should I even stay
I could be wrong cause I lost what I had before I knew
But I guess it's the cost
All the best things that I had always taking away
Adding pain to the loss
I can't change myself
I just blame myself
I've broken too many hearts
So it's only right to feel pain myself
I seem to run away from myself
I know it's not good for my health
Every time I feel alone
I feel like everybody out for themselves
Yeah I think I've finally found myself
You thought you knew me so well
I guess you never knew how I felt
How you love me and you sending me to hell
Yeah, just go away I've gotten used to it
Broken hearted nothing new to it
It's what I started so I see through it
And we still talking what are we doing
All we had it seems that we blew it
Failed again like why did we do it
Tell me why did we do it, why did we do it
I gave you all of me
You took my soul from me
Now I'm lost without you