Cody Newman - getting used to losing Lyrics

I dug a knife into the silence
Carpal tunnel on my tongue
I took your salt with grains of violence
A dozen whiskey sours feeling numb
I climbed into a moment
Once again forgetting my place
You said the spark was stolen
Then proceeded lighting the way
And now all I see is an opportunity to get what I'm dreaming of
A single road and I am on it
But you took the sidewalk
And the road ends here
Can I have a minute
And now all I see is an opportunity to get what I'm dreaming of
A single road and I am on it
But you took the sidewalk
And the road ends here
Crawling back to you in two pieces
You filled me to the brim with your excuses
Promised me a home then I abused it
I guess I'm really getting used to losing