COBRA THE EXILE - regret//nothing Lyrics

I made up my mind
Theyre made up of lies
I tried not to pry
They ate me alive
Keep falling apart
Don't know where to start
Collecting these parts
Six shots in the dark
And I really really really
Wanna start again
With nothing to pretend
Im contempt
With this life
I cant lie
Im alright
O look at that
I was just dreaming
Always stuck in circles
I been goin f*ckin mental
Got a private military
F*cked up in the rental
Homie wanna kill him
So I told him it was simple
Summon up the sigil
And we carve a f*ckin symbol
I dont wanna pull
Id rather carve up all the curtains
I just look around
And know that one thing is for certain
I must be a god
And all these other people worthless
Look there go my ego
I dont do this shit on purpose
Sorry shawty I just never
Really had to worship
Im just full of butterflies
Like is it f*ckin worth it
Im the type to see the wave
And never f*ckin surf it
I just keep on changing
Hope that i could be that perfect
One I miss the time when I was
Feelin kinda worth shit
I dont ever look back
Know that that shit is for certain
If this shit forever
Make u my whole f*cking purpose
I could do it better
Gimme time I'll make it perfect
She dont wanna make love
Not without her make up
I dont wanna make up
I just wanna make love
She dont wanna make love
F*ck without her make up
She just wanna make up
I dont wanna make up
Ive been searching everywhere
So you should run and hide
I hope you know
Imma demon
Im a parasite
Leaching off the enemies
I made up in my mind
I cant tell where I begin
And what to leave
Behind
Drivin too fast
Music so loud
Foot on the gas
F*ck my whole past
Goin crazy
F*cked up lately
Goin crazy
Im f*cked up
Let me know
Girl tell me why
Just let me know
I need to know
When did I do you wrong
I dont need closure
Nah
I just need something
That represents
Even just Half of the truth
I remember we were chillin in the room one night
Every single moment flashing in my head was like
I was living in the shadow of my Dream and like nothing there Was seeming right
You were off And I had died
I can only feel
When the bass too heavy
Numb it with the cup and the herb
O really
You don't really know where I went oh really
Told me that you couldn't see a thing
Bet that now you see a f*ckin thing o really
Mix a lil liquor w the pain o really
Put the chemical inside my brain o really
I dont wanna f*ckin feel a thing o really
Like
I grew without you
Happy without you
I know it so true
Coping without shit
Crying in my room
Was just thinking
Bout how bad
I wanna die tonight
Always wanna fade away
Done feelin sentimental
Im a silhouette
Inside the tinted f*ckin rental
I was gonna fold
Couldn't do it on my own
But I did it on my own
Cause I took the lonely road
I was gonna fold
Couldn't do it on my own
But I did it on my own
Cause I took the lonely road
I was goin far
I was seeing red and green
I was outta body
I was seeing everything
I was seeing everything
I was talkin to a
That bitch wanna run away
That bitch wanna run away
That bitch wanna run away
That bitch wanna run away
That bitch wanna run away
That bitch wanna run away
That bitch wanna run away
That bitch wanna run away
That bitch suckin dick for free
That bitch suckin dick for free
That bitch suckin dick for free
Why is you suckin dick for free
Why she suckin dick for free
That bitch suckin dick for free
That bitch suckin dick for free
Who the f*ck suck dick for free
Uh
Uh
Get yo money up
Uh
Ooh
Not yo funny up
Uh
Uh
Get yo money up
Uh
Ooh
Not yo funny up
Like
Bed squeak
Bed squeak
Bed squeak
Muh F*ckin
Bed squeak
Bed squeak
Bed squeak
Muh F*ckin
Bed squeak
Bed squeak
Bed squeak
Muh F*ckin
Bed squeak
Bed squeak
Bed squeak
Yea Nah f*ck it