Listen
Cries of fear
Im home
I need solace
Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me something.
Told me nothing
It's alright
One day imma haunt them for forever like they try
How's it going lately?
Are they satisfied yet
They could me end it thats all fine
Bring me down too
And i wasted all my f*cking time
Couldn't give a f*ck bout love
And I dont know how to comprehend
All these feelings anymore
I got shit to do
And I hate my pride
Cause it won't let no one help
And I dont know when
Everything went wrong
When I lost my f*cking cool
I assume the worst even when nothings really goin wrong
Dodge the past avoiding every single photo
F*ck the drowned they always try to pull me underground
Infinite ill never kill my f*cking ego
Hows it been since I've been gone did yall change anything
Resurrect a image of my shitty past self
Stop assuming that I care im not worth anything
Selfishness will really have you pondering the cost of life
Contemplating
So sick of waiting
This is what they want they need a
Signature
Expedite the process
Mental Anguish
Constant straining
Better get what you can get they want it right back
I get mine i won't get got I already got mine
I can't really give a f*ck about no bottom line
They all wanna see you burning in the lime light
Yeah right
Im fine
Sleeping
Waiting
Faceless
Out the way
Memory
Painted
I'm lost
On a
Cloud im
Drifting
In my
F*cking
Dream they
Shooting
All these
Shots at
Me they
Always
Miss cause
I won't
Break
And my hearts so numb
Thought I lost my mind
Fed lies
Blood dripped down my f*cking skin
Found God again and wiped my sin
I couldn't say the same for you
You worship everything they do
Just act like you all know the truth
I did the things they wanna do
It didn't mean a thing to me
It's all waste youde never see
Right
Damn i f*cked up
Sorry that im f*cked up
They don't look up
Why u never look up
Always f*cked up
Someone got me f*cked up
So I'll waste away
Until I lay down
I've been
Seein
Through the
People
In my
Dreams they
Want to
Torture followed
Me they
Wanna
Tell me
They don't
Need me
Here at
All
I assume the worst even when nothings really goin wrong
Dodge the past avoiding every single photo
F*ck the drowned they always try to pull me underground
Infinite ill never kill my f*cking ego
Hows it been since I've been gone did yall change anything
Resurrect a image of my shitty past self
Stop assuming that I care im not worth anything
Selfishness will really have you pondering the cost of life
And i wasted all my
F*cking time
Couldn't give a f*ck bout love
And i dont know how to
Comprehend
All these feelings anymore.
I got shit to do
And i hate my pride
Cause it won't let no one help
And i dont know when
Everything went wrong
When i lost my f*cking cool
My cannon my head
Im painting the floor myself
I took the ride in
Im good at destroying myself
In your perfect light
I shed my presence now every night im goin
I cant stand my shit at all
Cut the chord im miserable
So
Right
So
Right
This world is filled with the ugliest people
That ive ever seen
That i ever did know
I cant stand my shit at all
Cut the chord im miserable
In your perfect light
You can paint me however you like
My cannon my head
Im painting the floor myself
I took the ride in
Im good at destroying myself
Fillin my head up with nonsense
I had to f*ck on that bitch cause she caused it
I hear the ringing its constant
Give me a break bitch i dont f*cking want it
They wanna come at me sideways
F*ck all the pressure i do the shit my way
F*ck all the people in my way
I could just do this shit all day
Fading away inside the darkness
I cant recommend it
Cannot connect the things they say
With all the rash decisions
Ive been searching for the end
But i cant see the limit
What the f*ck they want from me
From all the rash decision