I stand here afraid and alone
For bearing the sins in which I can't attone
Bloody and bruised forever I'll be
Why does this shit keep happening to me
It's almost like I was destined to fail
Again and again I'll never prevail
If God is really out there will he set me free
Or will I lose myself in the darkening sea
I don't wanna live in this world anymore
I feel like I have taken up too much space
Now I'm standing on the ledge where I will be one
With death and no one to replace me
Can't define the pain I feel
I can't even tell what's fake and what's real
I wish to be forgotten and left alone
Don't even visit my lonely tomb stone
Will death hold me close and set me free
Or will I have to do it myself I forsee
Will I ever come to terms with the way my life is
Cause I know longer have the strength to live
I don't wanna live in this world anymore
I feel like I have taken up too much space
Now I'm standing on the ledge where I will be one
With death and no one to replace me
I don't wanna live in this world anymore
I feel like I have taken up too much space
Now I'm standing on the ledge where I will be one
With death and no one to replace me