CoaCris - Missed Calls Lyrics

I woke up this morning crying
I had a dream that you died
I still was not convinced
When I opened my eyes
Grabbed my phone
I need some reassurance
But you ain't answer
And all the fears of my heart started dancing
What are the chances
I'm scared
Don't want that reality
Don't leave,
No, please
This was never easy for me
You said I hope you have a successful 2022
Like you knew,
You wouldn't be a part of it
But you were the biggest part of it to me
Damn that shit was hard for me
You'll always be here
Because you gave me a part of you
Scary dreams and painful memories, turned to beautiful art for me
Honestly,
Thank God for Bree
And honestly
Thank God for trees
I'm tokin' slow
You fronted me
And you know where I live
And keeping tabs on all you give
Looking for reciprocity
Want me to build you up
Sure
Just quit breaking me
When you talk about me, do it proudly, because it matters to me
But if not, it's fine, because I can think of a million 99 that'll do it loudly
Like,
You ain't answer, and all the fears of my heart started dancing
What are the chances
I'm scared
Don't want that reality
Don't leave
No, please
This was never easy for me
This ain't no simulation, there's no respawn
If you're gone, then you're gone
Yet your essence lives on inside of us
I'm tired of this paradox