You never really call me much anymore
I wonder if we'll ever get back all we were once before
Reflecting in my deepest introspections
Seems we're growing in different directions
Breaking me making me hate the things I think about too much
Love is like a drug that keeps f*cking me up
Too much never seems to be enough
No bringing it back to what it once was
Still chasing that initial high
Overstimulated to the point I'm desensitized
Acclimated to always want more
Begging and pleading while crawling across the floor
As I watch you walk out the door
Breaking me making me hate the things I think about too much
Love is like a drug that keeps f*cking me up
Too much never seems to be enough
No bringing it back to what it once was
DT's while I am in recovery
Slowly unbecoming me
The personality
Finding the truth that is underneath
You were never really real
I just made you up
To save me from the hurt i use to feel
And making that my favorite drug
Breaking me making me hate the things I think about too much
Love is like a drug that keeps f*cking me up
Too much never seems to be enough
No bringing it back to what it once was