CloutMasterShinobi - So High Lyrics

I still get so high, So High
You get me so high, so high

Said, you get me high the smoke clouding my brain
It's like you are a drug I might do again
One puff, two puff, why it ain't feeling the same
Three puff, four puff, I think I'm going insane

Now I'm sittin reminiscing all these conviction
I guess it was my fault, it's like I got an addiction
Hold up you never listen, we stuck in this position
Yeah i f*cked up, now we all actin different

Said we was ride or die, guess we didn't really try
Now even in a small fight, we acting all uncivilized
I used to have a heart of gold I knew it's had to break some time
Now my heart is full of hate and my soul is cold as ice

I can't sleep, can't eat, or even be happy when I'm thinking of you
Had to get out, get away, stay safe, before I let my heart got broken in two
I got so lost, no way, so afraid, even I didn't know what to do
But I got strong, be brave, the strengths, on my grave I'm not gonna lose

But I still get so high, so high
You get me so high, so high

Off of your name
Off of your touch
Off your scent
Like my heroin
I'm an addict
But your bad for me
Oh so bad for me
It was so hard to see
But now I'm glad I had to leave
Went through hell n back so casually
And there were casualties
Commit a sin but you acting so naturally
Rawwww, now it's looking like a disasterpiece

Tried to run away from the struggle n pain
Got caught up in your trap then got caught up again
New year same old thing, I still feel the same way
And I really do love you, but you doing the same thing

Sorry but I understand now, yeah I am the man now
I really had to go, I never ran out
I was forced to leave, I had to back out
I had to stack up all my cheese, I had to cash out

I just really can't do this no more
Gonna cut you off once I walk out that door
Pick up the the broken pieces that you left on the floor
You can start a fight but I won't go to war