Drowning, still drowning
As my hands reach out from beneath The waves
Shouting, hearts pounding
Grasping out for more to endlessly escape
Travelled down the rabbit hole of Self-control and lost
Void of every scene and sight, just Stuck here between my thoughts
Tides of time, pulling me out to sea
Feels like I've lost it all, like it's all I'd Ever need
If everyday there's more
Then why am I so insecure
Watching the dials still spinning Around and around
Sinking dark waters, we fade and Blend into the crowd (We blend into the crowd)
Complacent, it slips away
Controlling, it ruins me
To focused on if it I've used it well
The salt that burns my eyes, I'm Swallowed by a swell
If everyday there's more
Then why am I so insecure
If everyday there's more
Then why am I so unsure, so far From shore
I'm fighting to breach the surface
Begging for all this time, to not be Worthless
If everyday there's more
Then why am I so insecure
If everyday there's more
Then why am I so insecure
If everyday there's more
Then why am I so unsure, so far From shore
I'm fighting to breach the surface
Begging for all this time, to not be Worthless