Cleanrisk - How Can You Live? Lyrics

I'm cradling
My head my head
As I'm awakening
To anti-depressants
You're vacationing
On a beach somewhere
Sleeping with someone you hardly know

Sky diving
In all of these photographs
You're smiling
And really living it up
While I've been

Ripping hits in the back
Till I'm faded
Keep your name off the track
'Cause I hate it
How can you live with the shit
You created?

How can you live
With yourself when you've hurt someone?
How can you live
With yourself when you've hurt someone?
(Ohh)

Blood-letting
Till my body is drained
'Cause you're begetting
Everything that we used to be
Forgetting
Of the guilt you've sown
Acting like you're fine
When I know you're not
'Cause I've been

Taking shots in the back
Till I'm f*cked up
Like we did in the memories
I dug up
Is there blame I should take?
Maybe somewhat

How can you live
With yourself when you've hurt someone?
How can you live
With yourself when you've hurt someone?
(Ohh)

All of the trust in your eyes
That I misplaced
'Cause maybe I wasn't ready
For this space
My head in my hands
I'm a disgrace
'Cause I'm

Throwing up in the sink
'Cause I'm shit-faced
It's coming up all that I'm
Trying to erase
I'm trying to drown what is left
Of my mistakes

I'm trying to drown it out

How can you live
With yourself when you've hurt someone?
How can you live
With yourself when you've hurt someone?
(Ohh)