Claygo - 7 Trumpets Lyrics

I often think about death
Scared of the day when I take them final steps
Cause I don't know what to expect
Where will the lord send me next...
Heaven or Hell
If this life was just a test
Did I... Pass or I fail
Only God can really tell
I'm hoping that he know me well
And recognize I'm fighting demons
Please protect me from these L's
Cause if I hear them bells and 7 trumpets start to sound
I guess my time is up I'm meeting with my maker now
The man who know my mistakes
The ones I wish to erase
Pray He cleanse me of my sins
And my soul he gladly take
Caught up thinking about my fate
But I ain't ready to die
So much living left to do
So many things I never tried
The world asking who am I
I gotta show em!
That my future just ain't bright
But Matter fact that bitch is glowing
Well to me at least it better be
I seen my Mom and pops sacrifice
Just to better me
I hear that's rare to see
So who am I to let them 2 people down
Still waiting on the day to tell myself you made them proud
Tears rolling down as they see their son finally make it
Like them whoopings paid off
Cause now look what we created
Please excuse me as I ramble
I'm just deep in my thoughts
So deep that I ain't noticed the flashing lights from the cops
As they rolling up behind me and eyeing me
No nine piece
And the records clean
So my mind at peace
I ain't tripping
Probably got me on speeding ticket
I Thank God that I ain't lifted
So comply and just keep listening
Pull out your white voice you know start pretending
As they walking up to my car
I'm contemplating while waiting
My window down
Then I hear license and registration
Any warrants or probation
I pause but I ain't say shit
With a look of disrespect in my eye
My thoughts changing
Cause now I feel offended
I said nah but real defensive
So check your little system
Let me go or write the ticket
Then I look up at my rear view
Backup now they here too
Feel my stomach turning as I'm thinking man they fear you
All I wanna do is make it home in one piece
A rude tone when he speaks
He said step out the car please
Right then I had to freeze
Cause I'm thinking that I need
A video or something
In case the world need to see
So I panic and make a mistake
Look down at my waste
Then reach out for my phone
Then hear the cop yell and say
I think he's reaching for a gun
BANG BANG it stop
Hearing the casings drop
In shock like am I shot
See blood gushing out
Wanna shout but can't catch my breath
He yells show me your hands
But me I'm just fighting death
Heart beating but now increasing
I'm fading but only thinking
I'm dying for no real reason
This earth and my fam I'm leaving
Breathing but feel it slowing
Where I'm going only God is knowing
Fighting but going down
I'm fading like Jordan now
Scared when I hear the sound
Of them trumpets they playing loud
Fighting but going down
I'm faded like Jordan now
Scared when I hear the sound of them trumpets they playing loud