That was the night I was thinking
Too much about everything
The brain at capacity
It started with a potent intoxicant
With a scent of you in the room
And I knew what I had to do
Jotted down whatever had come to mind
Didn't think you'd be so inclined
To go through my shit like that
Swallowed up by liquor and opiates
With a passive fantasy
Of you gone completely
I didn't mean to cause an alarm
I was speaking through a
Heavy dose
A heavy dose
Of chemicals
There I was just bottling up again
With a pen and drink in hand
And decided to write it out
Swallowed up by butane and stimulants
With a fear of coming clean
To anyone else but me
I didn't mean to cause and alarm
I was speaking through a
Heavy dose
A heavy dose
Of chemicals