Clarkson Go - Shade of Pain Lyrics

So why keep waiting?
(I know it might seem late)
But things are different now
(You're okay, but it's not the same)
You're a little more stressed out
(A little more tired)
And so grey
That's when the phone will start to ring
Holding on to just about anything
Letting days go by
I realize the things I leave undone
Why do I still wait?
All I want to do is turn and run
Should I relocate?
Is every place a different shade of pain?
I'm always traveling
Trying to find stillness once again
Guess I have to start from the bottom
(As if I ever left)
All the hours and efforts forgotten
(Stretching out my last paycheque)
Burnt out to the core
I want something different
That's when the phone will start to ring
Holding on to just about anything
They never seem to care
It always ends the same
Nine to five despair
Your body wastes away
This bus carries us all
I think we're on our way
Straight off a f*cking cliff
Believing things will change
Letting days go by
I realize the things I leave undone
Why do I still wait?
All I want to do is turn and run
Should I relocate?
Is every place a different shade of pain?
I'm always traveling
Trying to find stillness once
Stillness once again