It's been a while since I have picked up this guitar
But if I'm honest with myself
I've been afraid of what I might find come out of my mouth
Do I know myself
It's been some time since I have let my mind run wild
Am I afraid of my own thoughts
I'm not ashamed of who I am
But I worry that I've never met the man inhibition won't let out
Do I know myself
Am I hiding doubts
I thought that at my age I'd have this figured out
And by the time that I turn gray I would know my way around
And with every passing year all that's become clear
Is I'm more lost than found
It's been a while since I have found a song to sing
I'm afraid I've lost my voice
And that is why I have not picked up this guitar
Because I'm scared
I thought that at my age I'd have this figured out
And by the time that I turn gray I would know my way around
And with every passing year all that's become clear
Is I'm more lost than found
I've been chasing a look and chasing a sound
Instead of just trusting what wants to come out
In the pursuit of finding the man I wish I was
I lost who I am
I thought that at my age I'd have this figured out
And by the time that I turn gray I would know my way around
And with every passing year all that's become clear
Is I'm more lost than found