Disfigured Video (MV)

I'm crazy
Everybody thinking that I'm crazy
Got my own ways can't faze me
Laugh now pop pills cry later
My mother always used to tell im lazy
F*ck how you feel don't blame me
Only when I smoke I feel sedated
Watch me go hard Imma make it
I'm a lunatic for you but I'll take it
Am i ever good enough
I've been playing with my luck
But I never knew how i should feel
Everytime I tend to f*ck it up
Now I'm done coughing up dust
In attempts to drink from dry wells
Even if my scars will heal
I find myself still stuck in hell
The taste of hate that's spilling out my mouth
Turned up in painted smiles
You never saw the buried trouble
Never saw the pain in my eyes
I'm crazy
Everybody thinking that I'm crazy
Got my own ways can't faze me
Laugh now pop pills cry later
My mother always used to tell im lazy
F*ck how you feel don't blame me
Only when I smoke I feel sedated
Watch me go hard Imma make it
I'm a lunatic for you but I'll take it
I'm crazy
Everybody thinking that I'm crazy
Got my own ways can't faze me
Laugh now pop pills cry later
My mother always used to tell im lazy
F*ck how you feel don't blame me
Only when I smoke I feel sedated
Watch me go hard Imma make it
I'm a lunatic for you but I'll take it
Burnin like fire I'm frozen like ice
Soft as a whisper I'm rolling a dice
Sweet as a heaven or bitter as hell
I find the beauty in destroying myself
Born into darkness but that's life
I'm torn apart but I still could be nice
I wear the heart on my sleeve
And I'm keeping my friends by my side
We gon' ride 'til we die
Im on fire
I'm crazy
Everybody thinking that I'm crazy
Got my own ways can't faze me
Laugh now pop pills cry later
My mother always used to tell im lazy
F*ck how you feel don't blame me
Only when I smoke I feel sedated
Watch me go hard Imma make it
I'm a lunatic for you but I'll take it