CJ Sheperd - Outro (I Stayed) Lyrics

Hurt and anger hitting hard from all these angles
I'm trapped against the ropes
Bleeding questions blocking answers
Retreat to what you were before life gave betrayal a face
Or wish her happiness and joy until her end of days
I know it's hard it's cruel
You didn't deserve this
You loved her with purpose
She made you feel worthless
Thoughts going through your head is making you nervous
You sitting in the church but not in the service
Minds in a dark place you need a diversion
Looking for a human touch to lessen that yearning
What's your name girl
Tell me where you from girl
I know I'm not your Romeo
I'm looking for some fun girl
Names are piling up but doesn't fix what is hurting
Pleasures of the flesh cannot heal what is burning

Won't you stay can't you hold me
Can you just tell me that you love me
My Romeo I love thee
Its only fun until reality hits then it hurts
Its only sex until I see the wrong spitting a verse
I've been running from the hurt but it won't stop
Been running from myself but there roadblocks
The truth is that I stayed where I got cut
Bleeding at the same spot
CJ bra just get up
Now every step I take feels like a breakup
Breaking from a weight that tied me down like cinder blocks
My feet tied down at the bottom of the river docks
We used to have that thing most want but only few got

In a crowded place
When I see your face
Will you smile will you wave will we be okay
Could you sit and conversate or is that a mistake
When you leave will it feel like you left yesterday
Am I holding onto love or holding onto hate
Something breaks and rejoices when I hear your name