CJ Parker - Stranger Lyrics

I can't stop thinking about last night in my car
When you said, please just wait for me
But I am tired of all the push and shove it has been several months
No more empty words

And it hurts every instinct in my brain
You've been a constant force that kept me sane
But the connection between us has been severed
Best with your endeavors
Guess fate won its battle

We're just too different cannot even recognize your voice
Who have you turned into
A version of my deepest fear you've turned away completely
What happened to the boy I fell in love with

A stranger, I flashback to December when you said I love you
Was that just pretend
You were my best friend, by my side, but now you're nowhere near my sight
You're just a shadow in the dark I can't even see you it's all in black and white
Our ties are cut and eyes are jaded had no time to contemplate it

I'm so confused, I'm spiraling
In my own devices cannot even father all my vices
I'm trying so hard to breathe without you
One look you knew what's going on
You calmed me in my deepest storm
And I need your in my life

And you were the other piece
Time and space a recipe
You're drifting somewhere farther I'm not ready to let go
We had a promise now I'm ghosted by your comments
I'm crumbling the remnants of all hopes for us

A stranger I flashback to December when you said I love you
Was that just pretend
You were my best friend, by my side, but now you're nowhere near my sight
You're just a shadow