true story Pt. 1 Video (MV)

My true story is painted in colors that I say for certain don't exist
My true story is written in words that I had to make up like a laundry list
My true story isn't a story at all (not a novel)
My true story isn't so easy to solve (like a crossword puzzle)
No, not at all
Don't catch me on an off-day
Might be asking when that is
Sadly I couldn't say
It's all spontaneous
Like a shock, a surprise
Dare you to open your eyes
Blindfold is way too tight
And I feel I'm walking on ice
I try my best, doing what I can, to control my head
Don't wanna be hurt, sick of using words, I'll be mute instead
See, patience is the key, cause who I can be to you can be sweet
But please, if you can't stay, be honest with me, so I can find my way
My true story is painted in colors that I say for certain don't exist
My true story is written in words that I had to make up like a laundry list
My true story isn't a story at all (not a novel)
My true story isn't so easy to solve (like a crossword puzzle)
No, not at all
No, not at all
Call it hope, call it trauma,
But I hate all the drama
Acting up, shutting down
What on earth is it now
Is it nothing at all, emptiness in the cave
Then it's everything, crashing in like the waves
It's this same sentence that I'm tripping on
"Am I doing right cause it feels so wrong"
I don't wanna fail, but I'm not sure what that means to me
So fatally (I give in sometimes)
I know you hold faith in me, so I don't wanna see this slip away
But I'm losing grip, and I fear I'm lost in the wind
My true story is painted in colors that I say for certain don't exist
My true story is written in words that I had to make up like a laundry list
My true story isn't a story at all (not a novel)
My true story isn't so easy to solve (like a crossword puzzle)
Help me out, what am I trying to say? (got my words all jumbled)
My language might be trouble to translate (and I hate when I fumble)
But I'm not sure you're listening anyway (cause I tend to mumble)
But if you are, I won't fight my chances today (even if I stumble)
Turn the page on my story today