Civil - Indie Girl Lyrics

Another day is gone
I'm not feeling on my own
Everytime I think of you
I kinda feel stoned

The last time we saw each other didn't feel so good
Whatever happened the last time I just can't recall

And I know I've been trying to fix some shit up
And I know I try so hard not to f*ck up

Then she said I'm just an easy girl
So I thought, yeah f*ck that's what I'm looking for
Then she said I'm just an indie girl
So I thought, yeah f*ck that's what I'm looking for

There's not such a thing
As an indie girl
There's no you
There's no I
There's no self
Nothing but mere ideas
Mere concepts
Made by empty people
Staring at the sun
Floating on the ocean
Suspended in time
Progressive emotion
Never-ending dance
Through insane discussion
Pale faces, broken existence
God's hiding from destruction
From these individuals
Those suffering voided beings
Ashamed and auto-sufficient
One day we will know
What's the purpose
But not now
We're busy lying to ourselves
Ignoring time and death
Looking for a better version in the mirror
Not humans anymore
Just pretending in the picture

I can promise to change for tonight or other day
I can tell you nice things or whatever you'd like to hear

Just let me know
What you expect
Cause I guess I like to pretend I'm someone else

I will try my best
I will do my best
To make you feel like there's no one else
That can be compared to your uniqueness

Cause I know that you won't even try
And I know that you don't care enough
Cause you and I were not meant to get along

Then she said I'm just an easy girl
So I thought, yeah f*ck thats what I'm looking for