Cityxan - Healing Lyrics

Feelin' f*ckin' hurt sometimes
I wish I would've known
I probably would've closed my eyes
Waited till I could open

Just for a day
It just gets worse
One time to get this much worse
It is endless

I've been healin' from the pain
Still cry when I think of you
Baby girl, you got my mind
Hope you come and ride my range

But I lost my girl fore I made her mine
Fighting demons through the night
Alhamdulillah I still pray to Allah
The talking stage a scam

Can't waste my time, bitch, please
Locked in for months, that's too much time
White bitch be mine
By now, pure cocaine, I'm talking white

Diamonds dancin', VVS
Wanna know my favorite color
Pure cocaine just said it's white
Maybe I need me some blues

Lately, I been poppin' red
Red and blue, that's purple lean
Asian girl, her last name Lee
Yes, you know I'm Congolese

I'm Congolese
Bonjour, Monsieur I'm Congolese
Je Je je m'appelle Xan
You can call me cityxan

Every time I feel this pain
I can't control, just take me a pill
They don't really know what's wrong
But I know I'm a man gotta keep it strong

Trynna stay on my grind so I , smoke my pain
It gets worse, it just gets worse
Full-time job, is this much work at most
Think I'll survive this

I been healin' from the pain
Now still cry when I think of you
Baby girl, you got my mind
Hope you come and ride my range

But I lost my girl fore I made her mine
Fighting demons through the night
Alhamdulilah I still pray to Allah
Alhamdulilah I still pray to Allah