Citodk - Dark Nights Lyrics

Dead bodies, homicides, it's usual Post-traumatic stress, I got PTSD from gunfire
Got PTSD from gunfire
Yeah, Dead bodies, homicides, it's usual
Post-traumatic stress, I got PTSD from gunfire
Code words, never know feds listening on wire
Started with a half a ball, turned it to an empire
Free my bros lock, can't see them roll weed, and set fire
Trap house, no intentions to ever retire
My jeans Mike Amiri, it ain't no Mike Myers
She just want the newest designer, that latest attire
When I'm stressed out, roll it up just like a tire
On my darkest nights, never called on you, never asked for help
But on your darkest nights, be there for you no matter how I felt
Nobody taught me to be real, I learnt it by myself
Made a lot of mistakes, but made a lot of money as well
I guess the point is, get money, don't worry about no one else
When I'm all alone, I take drugs, feel like it kinda helps
Lost my bro and started double dosing for my mental health
Every night, I swear I'm fighting the same fight
Devil calling, don't wanna answer it, but I might
It's a cold world, so I gotta hold my heater tight
Nothing lasts forever, I'll just wait for you to let me go
If bro get the drop, I'm waiting for him to let me know
Federal time, they tryna make me a criminal
Ankle monitor by my foot, buzzing like a phone
I learned to hustle by myself, I made the trap my home
Nobody put me on, I made a program on my own
Wops throughout the night, no time to cuddle, babe, I gotta go
It's 4am, just me and that FN on the road
And now they tryna say that I can't even talk to bro
Try to take this music serious, but it's hard for me
Lost too much of me to the streets, it's still haunting me
Why drop 20 racks for a feature? like where the plug be?
If it's smoke, then we gon' leave it real ugly
But let me know if I lost it all, would you stay around for real?
Or would you stay around just in case I get back up off the ground?
On my darkest nights, never called on you, never asked for help, but on your darkest nights, be there for you, it's not a single doubt
Dark nights, I let my tear, fall on my own shoulder
Grab a bottle of Hennessy, don't wanna be sober
It's f*cked up that I could never see my dog again
But if I could, I promise I would do it all again