Citadel - The Town Lyrics

I'm just sitting, staring around
This city has not been what is used to be for a long time now
Maybe it all changed just in my head
Maybe I'm just unknowingly lying to myself

I know the world has to be more than just three streets
I know I should look for beauty and wisdom somewhere else
I know we could change all this
But we forgot how to believe in ourselves

I see the future, a beautifully painted picture
But as time goes by I feel its fake its a fraud
Tied up in chains, on my back the cross of pain and sadness
I caused to others
Which I would love to throw away and forget about all
But without them I would never, never be myself