Circus Zombie - Anymore Lyrics

I fell in love in the first second that we met
I knew right then my heart would let you in
Looking back, there's nothing that I regret
But it's hard to believe that we let it end

I didn't say I didn't love you, cause that would be a lie
There were so many times that I wanted to die
I put so much into this love, it's made me tougher than steel
But a thousand apologies won't change how I feel

I keep asking myself, what am I fighting for
I don't, I don't trust you anymore
My knees got weak when I looked deep into your eyes
I knew right then that I would always care

I know I disappoint you, but I've gotta try
I curse my demons, screaming life ain't fair
I still love you, baby I'm sorry
I don't wanna condemn you, I'll change my ways

Won't let you break my heart, baby I'm so, so sorry
I was always there to defend you, what more can I say
Girl you got me running for the door
I can't, I can't trust you anymore

Staring in the mirror, I know I did everything I could do
Through the good times and bad, the happy and sad
I never dreamed of a night without you
Baby me too, all those lonely nights would drive any man mad

I see the pain in your eyes, so wipe away these tears
I never meant to make you cry, I've been drowning for years
Baby what can I do, you're driving me insane
Can I make it up to you, it's left a permanent stain

I know you're hurting, it chills me to my very core
Baby don't, I don't trust you anymore
I know you didn't mean to hurt me, in my times of weakness
Why didn't you desert me, I swore I'd never walk away

I blame it all on my drinking, what the hell were you thinking
Baby that's so hard to say, I will always love you
But I know what the future has in store
I won't, I won't trust you anymore