Circular Logic - A World of You (Demo) Lyrics

I was lying in bed last night with my eyes open wide
Just keeping steady rhythm with my heartbeat
Well I don't know who I am and I don't know where I've been
And I keep walking down that same dark street
Your skin was so soft
Your hair was so soft
If I could I would swim in your eyes until I drowned
No matter how cliche that sounds

When is it okay to just finally give up?
How long is this shit gonna last?
No really let's be honest for the first time in our lives
And quit holding on to a long dead past
And monsters stalk through the foggy streets
And you keep laughing at me in my dreams
And I'll be driving for eternity with you in the back seat
A world of you all shouting at me:

"We never wanted you
You're not supposed to be here
Never wanted you
But I can see it in your eyes
That I'm a part of you
We'll never let you be free
We never wanted you
I never wanted you
I never wanted you
You really think I'd settle for a guy like you?"

Will I think of you the second before I die
And realize my life meant nothing?

"We never wanted you
You're not supposed to be here
Never wanted you
But I can see it in your eyes
That I'm a part of you
We'll never let you be free
We never wanted you
I never wanted you
I never wanted you
You really think I'd settle for a guy like you?"

I can't keep thinking like this I I
I know I'm better than this
Or do I or do I or do I or do I or do I or do I or do I

I was lying in bed last night with my eyes open wide
Just keeping steady rhythm with my heartbeat
Well I don't know who I am and still nothing makes sense
And you're just doing f*cking peachy, aren't you?
Aren't you? Aren't you? Aren't you? Aren't you? Aren't you?

"We never wanted you
You're not supposed to be here
We never wanted you
But I can see it in your eyes
That I'm a part of you
We'll never let you be free
We never wanted you
I never wanted you
I never wanted you"
I really thought she'd settle for a guy like me