Circlebrooke - Looking to the Stars... Lyrics

I came back to see the damage done
This heart-bleed, this burning building
There's nothing left here to fall back on
And I was once so perfect in your eyes
Now I'm just another fire
I lit this place up once I saw you changing
And heard you lie

Told you to toss your halo into the sea
Told you to figure it out on your own
It's time to toss my halo into the sea
I need to figure this out on my own

I used to believe that I could never hurt you
Intentionally, but look who I've become now
(Look who I've become now, look who I've become now)
Didn't know I had it in me

They said to give it all but I just never had it
You found yourself, I lost myself in the same sentence
These craters in the ground prove all the places I fell
We tried to build our solace but it led us to our hell
The more different we become, and the closer we are
The deeper all the cuts and the more permanent the scars
Can't find my way back home so now I'm looking to the stars
It can't be hard to flicker out and fall apart, just curse the start

Tossed your halo into the sea
Told you to figure it out on your own
It's time to toss my halo into the sea
I need to figure this out on my own

I used to believe that I could never hurt you
Intentionally, but look who I've become now
I used to believe that I could never hurt you
Intentionally, but look who I've become now
Look who I've become now
Look who I've become now

No, this is the crossroads, this is the end
My brothers turn and blame me for my destruction
I thought I could save you, but no one saved me
I felt the room give into the cold
Left you silent on my bed
(Can I escape the emptiness, this void is so dense)
Now it's silent in my head
(And we dissolve into nothing, 'cuz nothing makes sense)

Let's forget we both exist
I just need my friends
I don't think my friends will understand
Let's move on from all of this
I hope you find hope
I hope I can find some hope again

I hope you can find hope again
I hope I can find hope again