Circlebrooke - Confusion Lyrics

Am I crazy
If I'm not sure what to think anymore
I'm the wreckage of a mental war
Am I hopeless
If my hope is in uncharted lands
'Cuz my hope is to hold your hand

Tried to ask my conscience how it felt about this
No answer, so I'm pretty sure my conscience quit
And judging by the silence that I get from logic
I wonder if it's best just not to bother it

Take a bow, exit stage
Were you an illusion
'Cuz I'm not down for darker days
Hear me out, I'm drowning in confusion

I prayed
But maybe that was my first mistake
I did it for your sake with everything at stake
Long nights, wide awake as if the night before a wake
In the wake of a feeling that I hope isn't fake
Give me a break, I've got confusion like a leveled-up Butterfree
Which makes it really hard to see you standing right in front of me
But apparitions tend to fade and I can tell it's getting late
I prayed, but maybe that was my first mistake

Trying to convince myself this feeling is a lie
Trying to convince myself this feeling shouldn't die

Take a bow, exit stage
Were you an illusion
'Cuz I'm not down for darker days
Hear me out, I'm drowning down now
Take a bow, exit stage
Were you an illusion?
'Cuz I'm not down for darker days
Hear me out, I'm drowning in confusion

I'll hold on tight, and maybe this will come to an end
Confusion
I'll hold on tight, and maybe this will come to an end

Take a bow, exit stage
Were you an illusion
'Cuz I'm not down for darker days
Hear me out, I'm drowning down now
Take a bow, exit stage
Were you an illusion
'Cuz I'm not down for darker days
Hear me out, I'm drowning in confusion