Chxnge - Oasis Lyrics

Laced with sayings
Don't know what I'm saying
Don't know where I'm staying
But here I'm f*cking fading
Straying my ma's lane
I know what she's saying
It ain't nothing towards you
We all make mistakes
But yours weren't too bad
Really I love you
Me leaving is past due
Breathing I have to
I sometimes wish
That I never went exploring
Hopefully you can respect
This man cannot be boring
Man to a god
That's really someone foreign
The place that I grew in
Through it I am flooring
Foreplay with memories
Had her f*cking pouring
I don't think she wants it though
She was snoring
She taught me two things
I shut her with choking
Got her f*cking moaning
Till she started foaming
Her mind disclosing
The place eroding
All the lies and cover ups
The lessons I've been holding
She said there's no ties between me and you
She said keep moving like you used to
She said bring it to the basics
Go and join the races
Search for your oasis
Same when you had braces
Had no f*cking status
Or bathing in em basins
Held by hands so gracious
Always been the same case
Always been the same place
Always had a fixed gaze
Never fit in a shape
I won't make a mixtape
F*ck you if you dictate
I am not an inmate
Don't ask me for shipshape
Switchblade
Cutting your tie to my portrait
I'm not that guy
Forces left me like an orphan to dry
Reply like whatchu doing
I'm tryna be a student
But these guys don't have a clue
And my mind annoyed with stupid
Many are not suited
Many will make make me ruin
Many were deeply rooted
Many I have booted
She said there's no ties between me and you
She said keep moving like you used to
She said bring it to the basics
Go and join the races
Search for your oasis
Same when you had braces
Had no f*cking status
Or bathing in em basins
Held by hands so gracious
Always been the same case
Always been the same place
Always had a fixed gaze
Never fit in a shape
Went home for a week
Found no place to sleep
I ended in the street
I was like sixteen
Found my enemies
Are closer than they seem
They were growing up with me
Their bond is make-believe
Never shown me love
Not even growing up
I seen it in hindsight
From what I have become
From what I have begun
From up here up above
I am now someone
They cannot confront
Caz this breakup happened
Way before it mattered
And they've know this since
I left like we scaterred
Looking for the answers
No associations
Didn't get to blabber
No communication
No civilization
Now they don't know my language
That's why I need to leave ma
Don't wanna make you anguish
Caz I flamed up traditions and sayings
Now they don't know what I'm saying
That's why I'm not staying