Chxnge - Hometown Lyrics

I be too deep can you pull the rope back?
Didn't hold my ties if I just hold slack
I think that I've changed and I don't know that
Don't think I can go back to my hometown
Never ever heard once that they miss me
I would just say f*ck em but that's risky
Don't know if it's true or just my feelings
I got all this info from my ceilings
See them talking and that shit just halts me
Used to speak just like them, now it's faulty
Losing myself or making a new me?
Hope that I can turn this to a movie
Where I can get an audience that's viewing me as glorious
That could change my views like a lobbyist
Blocking out my past with some ambiance
I wanna mask and get tolerance
So hold this flask I'll be swallowing
See I'm making a following to replace the one I'm sorrowing
See I've been stuck here out of place
It was like I'm from outer space
Now I feel like another face
Might need a facelift to stay here caz I ain't like one flavor
And I hate these neighbors who wait on their waiters
Man I'm outta place yeah
They too tidy for my ways yeah
Might f*ck around and break a vase
I wanna shimmer like sun rays, they f*ck it up like rain
I be too deep can you pull the rope back?
Didn't hold my ties if I just hold slack
I think that I've changed and I don't know that
Don't think I can go back to my hometown
Never ever heard once that they miss me
I would just say f*ck em but that's risky
Don't know if it's true or just my feelings
I got all this info from my ceilings
See them talking and that shit just halts me
Used to move just like them, now it's faulty
Losing myself or making a new me?
Hope that I can turn this to a movie
Caz I got people acting strange
And not like they wanna know my name
But like eyes looking at a stain
And now, I feel like a saint
Caz the rooster cried three times and I'm still here, won't deny
With morals I describe to these guys but they don't get it
Rather scour through racist reddits
Reply, repost, share, and spread it
And the bitches that they know are deadened
Talking all about the likes they getting
What you hang around makes you so I stood back from my neighbors
Wary even with favors like Tom Cruise and his prayers
I be too deep can you pull the rope back?
Didn't hold my ties if I just hold slack
I think that I've changed and I don't know that
Don't think I can go back to my hometown