Chxnge - Go Back Lyrics

Man I can't lie
It's been crazy looking back like
Ghost stories by a campfire
But it ain't even been a long time
Still enough time to make some die
Have homies on the other side
Bridge me to it now I'm tied
I'm not talking bout the suits and ties
This is all a first for me
Writing a new verse a week
Or it seems like it
God damn I be tired man
Caz I hold my pride tight
When they ask me how I'm doing, I say I'm fine
Gotta show em bitches I make wide strides
Caz I'm a man, I'll be alright
And they can say whatever they want to
But I know the swamp better than they do
When you're down they just do not respect you
Girls only come to share a tissue
I can't go back, give me more jack
Rather numb the pain than risk a gold plaque
I don't hold slack on the road, yeah
I hope that someone will frame my life up like it's Kodak
I can't go back, give me more jack
Rather numb the pain than risk a gold plaque
I don't hold slack on the road, yeah
I hope that someone will frame my life up like it's Kodak
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Like it's Kodak, yeah
Oh, oh, oh
Like it's Kodak
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, oh
2018 gon be on my neck
Flaunt that shit like a passed test
Easy to say that it past tense
When I was there I had an accent
These events made access to what I call my ascent
To make it to an Aston
It's like a genie heard my asking and added me pain
I mean, added me assets
I could speak about death
I could speak about when my old friend got time in the pen
And all I could do was grieve through a pen
I could talk about close ones going through it
Visiting my ex in the mental unit
Then letting all of it burn into ruins
Forcing it to stay, you could call me Newton
And they can say whatever they want to
But I know the swamp better than they do
When you're down they just do not respect you
Girls only come to share a tissue
I can't go back, give me more jack
Rather numb the pain than risk a gold plaque
I don't hold slack on the road, yeah
I hope that someone will frame my life up like it's Kodak
I can't go back, give me more jack
Rather numb the pain than risk a gold plaque
I don't hold slack on the road, yeah
I hope that someone will frame my life up like it's Kodak
(Man I hope)
Yeah yeah yeah (Man I truly hope) (Like it's Kodak)
Oh, oh, oh (Frame my life up) (Like it's Kodak)
Oh, oh (Frame my life up) (Like it's Kodak)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Eh, eh, eh)
Tripping at work she asked like
Why you ain't got your act right?
Why you ain't take our advice?
Why you ain't sleeping at night?
As I lose my balance and tumble over
Can't pull my thoughts, I need em slower
It's been a while since I wasn't sober
Still they all wanna check in my folder
I just keep a lot of people now outta my strife
Find I keep more bitches when I preach a good life
Sorry if this goes against the way y'all heal minds
This just be the way I be healing mine