Churf - change Lyrics

Hold us back yeah I know that but feelings are so whack and that's problem
Its why I'm not texting back
My life got board just isn't on track
So surreal to have these feelings
Hope to change to start to healing
Stay to remain just breathes no meaning and
Days no good until I'm dreaming
Apologies, always tossed by me
Plead plead plead that seems to be
Only way not to admit defeat cause how else would I have it?
See the changes are to be believed and see see see the brand new E
I know I lied but let me sleep and
If you cut this tie I could not breath

You that I want to change and I know you can't relate the same
Always feeling up but looking down stay standing out
But its something I didn't really think about
Forever something I always do
I never think about what's good for you
But I can change and be someone else, leave my old self sitting on the top shelf
Which is fine I've been here before, switch this line and change my course
Open up the door and it'll be alright, just gotta find a way out of my own mind
Maybe I lied and will not change
I'm probably just gonna remain the same
Best to improve my self right then
Just hope I can still call you friend