Chuck the Show - Truly Happy Lyrics

5:30AM you think what I wanna do right now is wake up and drive 30 miles
I don't wanna converse about shit that I'm paid for
Think to myself what the f*ck do I sing for
I know I'm paying the bills, yeah
Middle class life full of thrills, yeah
I know that I sound ungrateful
But so many things are so painful
I thought that I would be special when I was kid
I had no confidence I just fit in
Now playing catch up I'm half in I'm half out
I bust my ass with shit I'm wondering why now
Cause I don't see payouts from blood sweat and crying
F*ck all you people now I'm sick of trying
Why would I want to bring life in this world just to show them the reasons that I'm unfulfilled
I don't think I'll ever be truly happy at all
I don't think I'll ever be truly happy at all
I don't feel the same when I take sips of alcohol
I've had one too many too many times oh I know
I don't feel fine and somewhere deep inside yeah there's a hole
I've got a hole or two I will admit it boo
I've been an ass hole and now I will reap what I sow
Wanna feel high but afraid of the lows
Don't wanna talk I'm ignoring your calls
I crave the cheering, the praise the applause
I wish that I could see past all my flaws
Yeah yeah yeah I'm such a joke
I got scared of the IRS last time I smoked
I take finasteride I'm twenty three
I went to college I hate my degree