Why do I f*ck everything in my life up?
I'm scared to be vulnerable, I feel so horrible
I wish I didn't get jealous, I can't let anything go, but I want you to know
I'm trying harder to be the one that is deserving, know you're no longer that person
I can't decide whether I want to fight or to cry, all of it stuck by my side
Sometimes I just want to die, then I feel melodramatic cause that is so batshit
I've got good friends and a father who loves me
My mom is a saint too, know most aren't so lucky
This world is so ugly, and I feel the same
It's not my fault though I'm not taking blame
Give me those eyes when you're saying my name
Can you just tell me that I'll be okay?
Tell me what you want from me
I'm feeling so paranoid
No amount of alcohol could be enough to fill the void
You got followers tens of thousands
Too good to drink from a water fountain
I don't want to hear about your drama
And honestly it's not my f*cking problem
I'm so sick of this, I got shit to say
All you do is bitch, won't change anything
Heard it all before, call your friend a whore
Post selfies online, what a waste of time
You got everything, daddy hooked you up
Dreams of wedding rings, no one's good enough
You're not happy now, me I'm doing fine
See your type around and it makes me smile