Chuck Aguilar - Five Years of Doubt Lyrics

In a state of emergency
Burn down our house of memory
Burn down our life of fantasy
Turn down the letter you wrote for me
In a state of poverty
No fish or crop to set us free
No water running through the stream
Turn down the song I wrote for thee

Two sailboats floating away

You tell me I don't care about things and how it seems
Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you
Instead of calling out those things you say to me
Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you

Feel me as the rain spouts
I can hold you in my arms
No longer, I'm stronger
For I know good things do fall apart

Two sailboats floating away

You tell me I don't care about things and how it seems
Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you
Instead of calling out those things you say to me
Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you

Yo, five years deep, and I'm feeling the strain
Invested my heart, but all I got was pain
We built a home, but it's crumbling down
Insecurities got you wearing the crown
I'm tired of the silence, tired of the lies
Tired of the nights with no tears left to cry
I gave you my all, but you never believed
Now I'm questioning the love we f*cking conceived
We used to dream big, now we're stuck in the past
Sailing on a love that was never built to last
I'm looking for answers, you're giving me doubt
Five years wasted, now I'm shouting out loud
I'm done with the struggle, it's time to let go
Gonna find my peace, gonna let my love grow
No more pretending, no more disguise
It's time to move on, see the truth in my eyes

You tell me I don't care about things and how it seems
Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you
Instead of calling out those things you say to me
Five years of doubt, I shout, I gave to you, gave to you