I am sitting here waiting for a sign
For something to change in this heart of mine
With fear and excitement side by side
A stir of motivation I cannot hide
Unfolding more of who I am
A cold shiver a sudden slam
Is it just me? Can I be safe?
Or is time wasted in this place?
Grappling with life as it unfolds
Acceptance or change? The question holds
Do I make it better or could it get worse?
These questions I ponder a self-made curse
A painful turmoil within I confess
Seeking answers in this life's chess
Do I move forward or do I refrain?
In this game of life what will I gain?