Some mornings when I wake up, I usually find time to write
About every little moment that I dream about in the night
Hate the evanescence, every morning when I wake
Cause when I loose your touch, I loose my faith
And every bit of me fades away
Most nights when I fall a sleep, I give myself the time
To apologize or be with you, cause I need a retry
At every single moment that I didn't know was our last
Should I try again and message you? Or put us in the past
Don't let me go
Don't let me leave
I may never come back
Cause damn-it, I'm in a dream
Can I stay cause I'm so happy?
Before I fade away, can you hold me tight?
But, I've been trying to live my life without you in my mind
I write love songs like you gave me a chance
But did you know that they're about my lucid dream romance
I've got goin?
I've got going
I think about you way too much, un-dying limerence love
Has accompanied my mind, and now my worths left in the dust
No, I didn't quite expect you to change up my mentality
Never thought that I'd be waiting here by our own security coffin
To see
If our love is truly dead
You know I know so much of you, or is it my self deception?
Trick myself like you're around, but I rely on self affection
My eyes are like a fine focus, finding details in a person
All the specimens and energy just like I'm a clairsentient
I'm never really fine, till the day falls into night
When I can hold you again
I hate this time of year, reminds me of what I feared
And that was never seeing you again
(Before I fade away, can you hold me tight?
But, I've been trying to live my life without you in my mind
I write love songs like you gave me a chance
But did you know that they're about my lucid dream romance
I've got goin?
I've got going)
Can I wear the armor that our brief life wore?
Even if it's all torn up, I'll feel protected and secure
I'm like a misfit toy, longing your touch and about to crack
But you didn't say goodbye, does that mean one day you'll come back?
I'm not growing
If I keep dreaming like this.