Christian Powers - Bleed Lyrics

Lately I've
Been Questioning
My whole life
What's next for me
Feeling I'm
In desperate need
To be somebody else in order for me to get to where I need to be
I know that I've
Been Obsessing
Over success so much
I forgot family
How will I die
Who will I be
Would it be alone
Cause I push away all the ones who were close to me
What is my life
Idolatry
Cause I put it before God and my family
When that's what should mean most to me
I
Convince myself that it's for God and my family
Right
Maybe at first but then I feel like at the same time
I'm just broken glass
Drowning in brokenness
Hope is there
Yet I feel like I'm hopeless
Life's tricky and hard
Full of love at the start
Til somebody drains that love and the world corrupts your heart
Yeah
I feel like I'm losing time
While at the same time I'm losing my mind
Or is it my soul
Yeah
I guess I don't know
Where to go
I feel like I'm alone
Yo feeling like I
Gotta get by
Even on my own
But it looks like Imma keep on going
Take my mic stand and my headphones
Flip to beast mode
Take what is thrown
Throwing it back to the world that I loathe
I'm as stubborn as a rock so I die slow
The devil's trying to take everything that I own
Including my soul
I tend to hold my issues my self and I feel like I'm gonna go loco
Cause I don't know who to go to other than God
He's the only one that I can go to
Cause He's perfect and humans are not
Feels like I'm kicking rocks
Taking my music career to the top
Yeah
The pain that I've been feeling's caused by selfishness that's killing me
And I've been trying to deal with it by going on a killing spree
Kill demons that are killing me
I'm broken in so many ways tryna clean up messes I make
The only time I'm good is when I'm good at making bad mistakes
I work on me cause I love me
More like it's just because I hate myself
And so I go after all of my goals no matter what it takes
I try to stitch me up myself but maybe that's what makes
Me bleed
Yeah
That's what makes me bleed
I try to stitch me up myself but maybe that's what makes me bleed
I'm just broken glass
Drowning in brokenness
Hope is there
Yet I feel like I'm hopeless
Life's tricky and hard
Full of love at the start
Til somebody drains that love and the world corrupts your heart