Christian Chamberlin - Alchemical Soul Lyrics

Dear Soul of Mine
This letter is to better
Help me hold the line
Help me get up 'cause I'm fed up
With these woes I've tied
To my self-worth
I'm well versed
In my old stories
The worn repertory
I'm not safe enough to live
I'm not safe enough to give
No
These little statements
Are fabrications I've taken
But I'm wakin' from the sedative
And I remember wounds
Like that night I was used by
Older boys I trusted
They were all in lust with
Seein' how bein' sexual felt
They needed me not to tell
How they used me to pleasure themselves
Make these poor truths I pour you
Into inner wealth
Change my shame into health
Course through me
Overflow The Infinite
Your's Truly
Your Holy Instrument
My alchemical soul
You turn lead into gold
Any little time I'm tragic
Is metal for your lifeline magic
My alchemical soul
You turn lead into gold
Everybody keeps your secret
It's ready when the people seek it
Dear Soul of Mine
In the last three years
I've had my ego take a seat
And let you blast these fears
Fearing what people think
I was attached to tiers
I don't mean the kind you weep
I mean the passing years
That were a staircase
In my mind
I thought I had to climb
At a fair pace
To find
Enough time to finally
Feel fine
But I've aligned with my truth
I'm divine
Yea, we've already made it
So I don't need to fake it
I faith it
You're timeless
I'm patient
I'll stay with my pain
At the ready for you
To play with
'Cause you remind me
It's sacred
Sacred in the way that
Through you
When I'm true
To the fear in me
I feel coherency inherently
Sincerely
This teary home you're livin' chambered in
Dearly known as Christian Chamberlin
My alchemical soul
You turn lead into gold
Any little time I'm tragic
Is metal for your lifeline magic
My alchemical soul
You turn lead into gold
Everybody keeps your secret
It's ready when the people seek it
Akin to light of day
Your nature gathers me
From inner hideaways
No place I'd rather be
Than in your hearth and home
Your fire transfigures me
Through fits and starts I've roamed
To find your mystery
Akin to light of day
Your nature gathers me
From inner hideaways
No place I'd rather be
Than in your hearth and home
Your fire transfigures me
Through fits and starts I've roamed
To find your mystery
My alchemical soul
You turn lead into gold
Any little time I'm tragic
Is metal for your lifeline magic
My alchemical soul
You turn lead into gold
Everybody keeps your secret
It's ready when the people seek it
My alchemical soul
You turn lead into gold