Christian Catong - the teens Lyrics

Don't know who I really am
Don't know where to go from here
Working just to pay my debts
Trying not to show my tears
To the friends who lend an ear
Feeling like I'm wasting every second of my time
Feeling like I'm living every single fear of mine
Feeling like my failures are a part of my design
But I just say it's fine
Everything is gon' be fine
And I've been smoking more than I used to
So I don't think about what I refuse to
But now the high is something I'm used to
Never sober even when I choose to
And I don't wanna be here living like this
Don't know where I fit
Or why I exist
And I don't wanna keep my current routine
Need change in this scene
Take me back to the teens
Don't know who I really am
Don't know what I really want
Lost sight of what's coming next
Cause the demons like to haunt
And it seems that I've been caught
I miss the ignorant bliss
I still reminisce
On everything I used to have
I miss the simpler times
Wish I could rewind
And make every second last
Cause time went by so quickly
And only lately it hit me
That I'm a year into my twenties
And I've got responsibilities
And I don't wanna be here living like this
Don't know where I fit
Or why I exist
And I don't wanna keep my current routine
Need change in this scene
Take me back to the teens