Christian Catong - set myself free Lyrics

I don't understand my feelings
Staying high up on the ceiling so I don't have to face what's on the ground
Sometimes it hurts myself to say that I was solely born this way
Maybe it's the mindset I was always built around
And I know the world is different today, but it hurts to know no one feels the same
Guess I'm waiting for the closet doors to break
And maybe I'll come clean
Won't hold back everything
Finally tell the world all about me
And stop trying to hide under my sheets
And maybe then you'll see
I'm not the one you thought I'd be
And eventually
I'll be able to set myself free
Got nobody to confide in
Never put things down in writing
Cause how can I trust for everyone I know to stay
Hiding in the dark like ghosts, but if you held a flame up close
You'd almost see the person I've been hiding everyday
And I know the world is different now, but I still change myself based on who I'm around
Guess I'm waiting for the closet doors to come down
And maybe I'll come clean
Won't hold back everything
Finally tell the world all about me
And stop trying to hide under my sheets
And maybe then you'll see
I'm not the one you thought I'd be
And eventually
I'll be able to set myself free