Chris Wei - Constellations Lyrics

Could I have my faith in you
Without knowing how to show you
Could I take a break from you
Without feeling that I owe you
If I fall in love
Despite all my reservations
Could I turn these stars into a constellation

I wish you and I were mended
I wish all of this were fair
If only this weren't how it ended
As you call me a betrayer
If I could just stay face
Despite all your accusations
I could turn these stars into a constellation

If I played on my piano
Would you join with your guitar
Would this just be a fiasco
Would we even make it very far?
If you held my hand
Could we find some revelation
Could we turn these stars into a constellation

Patterns in the night
From tiny sparks of light
I know this isn't wrong
But it doesn't feel quite right
How did you convince yourself to quit?
And how can I make sense of all of this?