I've got a heart full of love and a fistful of rage
I bury 'em deep till they break like beasts from the cage
I carry my past on my back like a bundle of shame
I would let it go, but I know that I haven't changed
I got lost, broke down, moved away, even changed my name
But no matter where I go, I'm a little more at home in the rain
A lot of people I have known, never came back
It's a one way road and so easy to shorten the track
I'm tired of the drinkin', the lust, and the panic attacks
I'm wearin' the smile of clown, that's startin' to crack
Less of the love and more of the blame, broken chains
Yea no matter where I go, I'm a little more at home in the rain
Searchin' for redemption in a stranger's world
And seein' my reflection, will I ever learn
When I get my hopes up, it's always more of the same
Yea no matter where I go, I'm a little more at home in the rain
Yea no matter where I go, I'm a little more at home in the rain