Chris Miller G - For My Mom Lyrics

I don't want to cry
But when you come to mind
The tears gets harder to hide
The pain I feel inside
And though we alive, I know that your dead inside
And every time I try and I try
Share about God you constantly remind why I
I don't want to cry no more
I don't want to cry
But when you come to mind
The tears gets harder to hide
The pain I feel inside
And though we alive, I know that your dead inside
And every time I try
To share about God you constantly remind why I cry

Sigh too much trying to be the Savior
I'm born a sinner not in a manger
Tried being sweet but now or later
I'm tired of defeat from who I cater to
Aye seen you in the street and was shocked when I peeked at you
Through the window when I pulled up
Here we go Why you wanna fuss
Don't you know that we still blood
Sometimes though I wish you wasn't
Hurts my soul to see you cussin
By the stores yelling for nothing
I'll ignore and give you hug then
Look forward when my momma comes back

I don't want to cry
But when you come to mind
The tears gets harder to hide
The pain I feel inside
And though we alive, I know that your dead inside
And every time I try and I try
Share about God you constantly remind why I
I don't want to cry
I don't want to cry no more
The pain I feel inside
And though we alive, I know that your dead inside
And every time I try
To share about God you constantly remind why I cry

"Hey How you been and Where you been at?"
Every time you call me
"And How's your sister where she been at?"
Haven't heard she prolly
"Well I don't want to hear that"
Neither do I but I'm sorry
Yeah it hurts me too
When I got to tell you
And you don't accept the news
When she acting like you
And even the good days like my wedding day
Act bananas Why you tripping
And ask your daughter how she living
And wifey said I need therapy but I didn't want to admit it
Don't want to believe I could be like my momma
And all this trauma, issues with my momma
I broke down recently crying to God