Chris Gauge - Gray Lyrics

LSD and Xanax pills I'ma need me some of that
Always heard that love was real, but I don't believe in none of that
F*cking and forgetting names I've done me a whole ton of that
Everyone said I should quit, but f*ck it, I'm having fun with that

Popped three pills this morning feeling drowsy but f*ck it, I'm out of bed
I texted a girl "I love you" got so high forgot what she had said
I think something like "where you been" I'm dealing with some other shit
Probably in the studio cooking up another hit
But I never had my first one so I feel dumb
Love to f*ck cause I feel something other than numb
Leave a beautiful corpse if you die young
And that's been the plan since about day one
Drugs help make the pain go away cause it'll be back another day
But I love to pretend that I'm okay with my life in disarray
Seen a million smiling faces in a couple hundred places
All of which be paper chasing all them feelings they're embracing
But I don't feel none of those baby girl take off all your clothes
These things I feel I can't control can't promise you I'll take it slow

LSD and Xanax pills I'ma need me some of that
Always heard that love was real, but I don't believe in none of that
F*cking and forgetting names I've done me a whole ton of that
Everyone said I should quit, but f*ck it, I'm having fun with that

I hate the fact that I don't love me
It's hard being suicidal and it seems
I should have never been born or even conceived
I swear these drugs are all I need
I should have never left home, I wanna go back
Don't talk about mood cause I throw that
Talk about bad side, I always show that
I'm a piece of shit and I know that
I need therapy, but I'm scared of me
Life just doesn't seem that fair to me
I know I got friends I know I got fam just feels like none of them are there for me
Or can relate these drugs console me
You know it's true love cause they control me
I Don't rely on anyone I do it by my lonely
Pop Xannys just like candy
The realities just not nice
That I wanna end my life
And one day I'll pay that price
I promise that you'll be alright
The realities just not nice
That I wanna end my life
And one day I'll pay that price
I promise that you'll be alright

LSD and Xanax pills I'ma need me some of that
Always heard that love was real, but I don't believe in none of that
F*cking and forgetting names I've done me a whole ton of that
Everyone said I should quit, but f*ck it, I'm having fun with that