Chris Dela Cruz - Scary Lyrics

I write songs so I can sing
Although no one may be listening
I am no one beyond job listings
I know that this won't be easy

She said "Baby, hold my hand
Nothing will ever be a problem"
Until I didn't meet demands
It's okay, they can't hear your sobbing

Cause they say
Nothing will ever be
Like the first time
I try to brave through but
Scary doesn't matter now

I fall down to get back up
It's awkward to let myself stay there
I do things until they're done
At the risk of shame and getting yelled at

Give me some more words of the wise!
Cause right now my actions are in disgui-i-i-ise
Is this natural fear or am I blind?
Should I hear the voices or am I wasting ti-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-ime

Cause they say
Nothing will ever be
Like the first time
I try to brave through but
Scary doesn't matter

Cause they say
Nothing will ever be
Like the first time
I try to brave through but
Scary doesn't matter now